10 comments till next update please ?
trash talked by many,
hated by some,
guess how many fucks i give ?
it's less than one.
we should really be mad at ourselves.
some women just tolerate way too damn much.
and laugh endlessly.
do all those things you were too afraid to do.
after all, your only young once.
girls don't dress for guys.
they dress for themselves and for eachother.
if girls dressed for guys,
the'd just walk around naked all the time.
guys think of you as a video game,
they play you and keep beating levels.
but if they get mad at the game,
they yell and scream at it,
then eventually turn it off if it isn't going their way.
and when they finally finish the game,
they get bored.
and now they don't want to play that game anymore,
because there's nothing new left to do.
nothing new to learn.
guys don't like a game that's easy to beat.
they want a challenge,
just one that's not hard enough to run down their ego.
"i am sooo over him !"
"that's good, do you want a glass of water ?"
"he drank water... "
the only "B" word you should be calling a girl is beautiful.
believe me you innocent little girl,
in someone else's diary,
you are a "skanky whore"
if there are plenty of fish in the sea,
i must be absolutley horrible at fishing.
because everything you do makes me smile.
because every second spent with you is worthwhile.
because when you laugh at me, i laugh too.
because everyone else can see i'm devoted to you.
because i love your eyes and the way the shine.
because you don't tell lies.
and you're so cute when you whine.
because when you're mad you can't hide it.
because when you're sad i can find it.
because the way you hold me sends shivers down my spine.
because i can never stop thinking about you.
it's not fair, because you're just so perfect.
and no one else can compare.
he's the king of mixed signals and i'm the queen of second thoughts.
and i'll act like i don't care anymore
because if there's one thing i hate, it's sympathy.
but i'm not good for you,
and if you want my friend's opinions, you aren't good for me either.
but disregarding all that,
you still hold my heart, just like always.
^i've always thought that'd be kinda hot, lol(;
i broke up with him because i was tired of the fighting and the crying,
but now i can't stop crying because he's not here to make it stop.
a lot of people hate you right now, sorry to break it to you,
and there's nothing you can do about it.
i'm sure there are a fair few people you dislike too,
or maybe you just don't talk to them because they irritate you.
if you got to know them and realised that you have little in common
then by all means continue on down your little road,
but don't judge them on the first encounter.
a person can have so much more going on that you can even begin to comprehend.
your bullshit is stinkin' up the place.
i'm comfortable around you.
and these flirt sessions we have pretty much rock,
but you have to win my heart,
because right now it's stuck with some jerk who honestly doesn't deserve it.
but i can't do anything about it right now,
because i fell harder for him then i've ever fallen for anyone else.
and unless he randomly disappears off the face of the earth one day,
my stomach is still gunna dro to my feet when i see him,
so please, win my heart over.
i wanna be the girl that you see,
and sto dead in the middle of a conversation
just to look at.
the best boyfriend you'll have
isn't the best looking, the funniest, or the richest.
it's the one that makes you feel
beautiful, hilarious, and like a million dollars.
he makes sure you know he loves you.
this is why you should never ever get your hopes up.
this is why you should see the glass as half empty.
so when the whole thing spills,
you won't be as devastated.
i may not be 5 gum,
but i can still stimulate your senses.
too bad people can't switch problems.
because nobody knows how to solve their own problems,
but they always know how to solve everyone else's.
don't be afraid to give up the good for the great.
i remember our first kiss,
all the butterflies, i know you felt them too.
i can still taste your lips on mine,
that night i wrapped all my love in you.
anyone can give up.
it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
but to hold it together when everyone would understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength.
i don't mean to intrude on your quote reading or anything,
but i think you're absolutley beautiful.
you didn't love her,
you don't destroy the people you love.
fuck a heart,
it's only a weakness,
so i ripped that shit out and said here baby keep it.
just don't tell me you love me,
you gunna make it too hard for me,
i wish you were ugly,
it wouldn't be so hard to leave.
you were the guy if my dreams,
but i think i'm finally waking up.
i'm not sure if i should keep holding on or let go.
it's stupid to hold on to something that just keeps hurting you,
but it's also stupid to let go of everything you ever wanted.
if he texts you late at night,
he loves you.
before a guy goes to sleep,
they always think about that one girl they truly care about.
one day i'm gunna make you see,
and you're gunna regret the way you treated me.
you'll come crawling back,
and i'll be the one to crush you,
to finally break you just like you broke me.
just make sure you leave my heart how you found it,
you can keep the key but the lock stays around it.
treat me like a joke and i'll leave you like it's funny.
a woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle.
dear young girls losing their virginity,
if your age is on a clock,
you are too young for a cock.
a good relationship is not based on how long you've known eachother,
but rather the moments you send together
and that you enjoy every second of being with that person.
and when that person leaves,
your heart seems to break.
a girl who seems so happy cries on her bathroom floor.
a girl who seems to cope so well, cuts herself everyday.
a girl who seems so gorgeous, throws up in the toilet.
a girl who seems so perfect, probably isnt.
her life is the devils favorite tv show.
i never understood the whole "opposites attract" phrase.
if two people are different, why would they get along so well ?
but then i thought about it.
"i love you for everything i'm not."
two opposite people come together to fill in missing parts of themselves.
once they see your doing better without them,
that's when they want you back.
ever since i met you, it hasn't been the same.
all you've got me doing is drawing hearts around your name.
"i'm going to throw up moment"
when he texts you saying,
"it's not going to workout"
i know your tears more than you cause i see them so much.
we run back to each other when it's convenient.
we know that in the end,
we're meant for each other, but not for right now.
so we play these games,
act like we're okay when one of us has someone else.
when it reality, it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else.
but it's that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more.
i want to think of him
without having the sudden urge to cry my heart out
if i spoke my mind, i wouldn't be here right now.
everyone would have gotten together and murdered me.
relationships aren't supposed to be easy.
i'm willing to make it work if you are.
as long as you put in effort i will too.
i don't like when people give up to easily.
i don't think there's ever really a right time to let someone go.
if they really mean something to you,
you should try your hardest to keep them in your life no matter what.
no one said finding the right person would be a walk in the park.
life is about having fun.
don't be stupid and waste it on some guy,
who is gunna act like he hates you tomorrow.
never waste it on someone
who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you.
don't give that person the rest of your tears
or a month or a year of your life
when he treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry,
ever person deserves someone who wants to brag about them.
every person deserves someone who makes them smile and laugh,
even at their worst moments.
we all deserve that.
you had me at hello,
lost me at goodbye,
and everything in between was nothing but a lie.
don't be too confident when someone tells you that they like you.
the real question is, until when ?
just like seasons, people and feelings change.
i'm mistaken for a flirt when i'm being friendly.
i'm mistaken for a bitch when i'm being blunt.
i'm mistaken for sad when i'm alone.
i'm mistaken for shy when i'm being quiet.
why don't you stop assuming and get to know me ?
i was just another promise you couldn't keep.
she said you've had enough tries,
and that your the reason she doesn't trust guys.
people ask me if i believe in forever,
and all i can do is sit back and laugh,
cause the way my life is going,
i don't even believe in tomorrow.
you had me.
you lost me.
now watch me find someone who can handle me.
it's not what they call you,
it's what you answer to.
sometimes a good cry,
can cure what a good laugh can't.
i can't make up my mind,
cause right when i tell you it's over,
i'll be right back in bed with you.
30 day challenge :D
short term goals for this month and why:
to get through the rest of the semester without dying,
because my school is terrible, the people in it are annoying,
and i have gym and swimming first block every day.
fml. tehe kaybye ;D
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