Short Update. not my best so 7 comments till next update<3 
i know what’s best for me, but i want you instead. 
he already ruined your mascara,
don't let him ruin your life too. 
i hate when my parents complain about me.
bitch, i could be lindsay lohan.
be grateful. 
if you're not willing to look stupid,
nothing great is ever going to happen to you. 
i'd slap you, but that'd be animal abuse. 
before sex, you help eachother get undressed.
after sex, you get dressed yourself.
moral of the story,
no one in life helps you once you're fucked. 
ladies, please don't fall for a guy who has a sweet words,
but fall for a guy who has sweet attitude. 
^lmfao 
if you look confident, you can pull off anything,
even if you have no clue what you're doing. 
i don't have a type. if i like you, i like you. 
because he's a guy, and guy's don't get attached.
guys don't ever give themselves over completely, and guys lie.
that's why they should be handled with great trepidation, not trusted,
and held at arm's length whenever possible. 
i'm starting to like him way more than i should.
my mind knows it's not meant to be, but my heart doesn't agree. 
i hope you hurt like hell one night soon,
while your laying in your bed all alone
because your 'new girl' wasn't all you thought she was.
i hope you're thinking of me,
and all that you gave up when you pushed me away.
like i'd never meant anything to you at all.
i hope you realize your mistake.
i've given you all that i'm ever gonna let you take.
if you want anything more from me, you can just forget about it. 
a real boyfriend knows his girl like the back of his hand.
he knows when she's mad, sad, aggravated, happy, hurt, because that's his girl. 
that pedophile moment when you see a little kid and think
"damn, that kid's going to be really hot when he gets older." 
never assume that somebody loves you
just because they are sweet sometimes.
make sure you're not their "when i'm bored" person. 
if a guy isn't trying his best to have you,
then he probably isn't the best for you 
i wanna throw a party with fake alcohol and see how many people act wasted. 
^hahahahahahahaha :D  i hide behind sarcasm,
because telling you to go fuck yourself is considered rude in most social situations. 
the one guy who deserves you,
is the guy who thinks he doesnt. 
don't text something you wouldn't say in person. 
because you know me right ?
you know me so well. you know everything about me,
my influences, what hurts me, what helps me, what haunts me, you know it all right ?
you know what i've been through, going through, and will go through don't you ?
you know all my choices and the reasons as to why i made them, right ?
listen, think what you want when you come off about how ridiculous,
or stupid, or slutty or dumb or ugly or whatever else you want to call me,
but remember that you don't know half my story,
and i doubt when you're pointing the finger, your own slate is clean, is it? 
the awkward moment when you see 9 year olds with boyfriends and girlfriends
and you're still single. 
my boyfriend’s name is sleep and i get some every night. 
if a guy says he doesn't know what he wants
he means he doesn't want you,
but he'll keep you around until something better comes along.  if you want to know where your heart is,
look to where your mind goes when it wanders. 
the mask slipped for one second and he saw what she was hiding.
the real her, broken, throbbing, and raw.
he saw everything, the flaws, the blemishes, every little bit she tried so hard to hide.
he saw the real person she'd never open up.
he saw the damage left behind by a boy who broken her whole world apart.
but more importantly, he saw her. the real her.
the girl with the biggest heart you've ever seen.
the one who will love and love with her shattered little heart. 
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